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[Jan. 10th, 2011|07:37 pm] |
O hai LJ!
I never post to you anymore.... I think because I get frustrated trying to think of interesting and witty things to write about. Facebook makes it a little easier to just blurb about things. >_>
I am good!
Failing at jobings and life.... but good! |
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| Hey.... it's that journal I have. |
[Oct. 13th, 2010|06:49 am] |
My live journal has been mostly dead. My own fault really. Most of my life has been in a similar state of nothingness I guess.
Stuff happened. I was fired a little over a month ago. I haven't applied to many places, wanting to see if I'd be able to maybe handle some art related work for a bit. Hah... some plan that turned out to be. My unemployment was denied too.
And here's where I mention Fox and I had just moved into an apartment the day before. Fun. huh?
Now it's 6:30 am. My night-owlish tendency has resurfaced with a vengence. Before I would try to be asleep at 2:30.
And I haven't been accomplishing much of anything at all. A few doodles here and there. A commission or two. I cooked a bit the first couple of weeks here at the apartment.
I like it here. One of our closest/bestest friends moved in with us. It's been interesting.
But I'm still a mess. I don't know how to pull myself together anymore, or maybe I never knew how. I'm starting to settle into a monotonous pattern of self doubt, anxiety, trying to forget it by distracting myself with housemate/Fox/friends, and just failing miserably.
I guess it will be some time before I figure it out a bit more.
And the newest quandry.... I left a message on the forums to the newpaper of the area I used to live. Someone put two and two together and now I'm wondering just who would be there to invoke the name 'Bobby Godek'. It can't be a friend of my brother because he hates being called Bobby. He wouldn't stand for it.
So now... it's 6:47 and I'm left wondering how to handle tomorrow... and who would bring up the name of a man who died 20 years ago. |
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| Some other people were doing it.... |
[Jul. 23rd, 2010|01:39 am] |
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Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test... INFP - the HealerYou scored 0% I to E, 21% N to S, 29% F to T, and 100% J to P! You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more feeling based than thinking based, and you prefer to go with the flow rather than having a plan. Your type can best be summarized by the word "Healer", which belongs to the larger group of idealists. You have a capacity for caring that is deeper than most. You strive for unity, are fascinated by the battles between good and evil, and can be something of an idealist. Only 1% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you are usually supprtive and nuturing, however, you have a high need for individuality. Harmony is extremely important to you as you are very affected by conflict and tension, which also makes you resist confronting your partner directly about problems. When you get angry, you usually blame yourself, rather than your partner. You can also be stubborn and unyielding when you feel you are being criticized or mistreated. You feel the most appreciated when your partner listens to you carefully. You need to be understood. You need to hear your partner express their feelings, the more often, the better. Your group summary: idealists (NF)Your type summary: INFPTake The LONG Scientific Personality Test at HelloQuizzy |
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| Hello all! |
[Apr. 28th, 2010|04:07 pm] |
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| | lethargic | ] | As tired as I seem to be all the time I think I'm slowly getting into a groove of work, eat, sleep that doesn't have me depressed constantly.
Although part of it may be due to the kitten I've had here the past 4 nights. He's about 5 days old and I've been bottle feeding him. He's really cute. Just.... angry at times XD
It's interesting having a baby around the house again. Last time I had to care for anything like this was about 5 years ago with Ashley before I took her for my own pet.
I've been doodling some too, which always makes me feel better when I'm happy about it.And although it was a kiriban piccie I went pretty far with the last one and had fun coloring it. <3
Work will be tough though. The hospital that I was laid-off at needs someone to cover for the assistant manager while she's out of work from surgery. So I'll be working 10 hour shifts there for this Friday and the next. That's on top of my usual shifts at the hospital I'm at now. So the next two weeks will be interesting. I miss my old job and co-workers!
Sooo there's my update in a nutshell? Yeah... |
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| How can this be?! |
[Apr. 7th, 2010|01:19 am] |
So... I tend to have terrible luck when it comes to things. You know... like loosing out on a bunch of stuff, be it of my own self-consciousness or just the fate of the universe.
Well... I suppose the stars were aligned tonight. K-ROQ had given one of the 'Caller 20 wins all this week' announcements. I figured, what the hell? And grabbed my fiancee's cell phone. It seemed a bit odd to say 'all this week' and not 'caller 20 now'. But low and behold...
"K-ROQ You're number seven."
Oh well.
Hang up and dial again. And we're ringing. That's not good. Usually that's the wait while they chat up the winner.
"Have you won anything from K-ROQ in the past 60 days?" Ah... No. OMG. "Has anyone in your household?" No. OMG "You're going to the Gorrillaz Cochella Dress Rehearsal!"
If it wasn't for the fact it was possibly about to be played on air, I would have totally given a "Fuck Yeah! Seaking!!"
This is sadly the most awesome thing to occur in the past 3 months of my life XD
All I know now is that they should be contacting me with more info. The Date: April 16th. The location: Top Secret.
I swear to god I'm quitting if I can't get Friday the 16th off. |
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| Update: |
[Jan. 14th, 2010|11:19 pm] |
Both tests are negative!
Yay! At least to the pregnancy test. The pylori test... not so yay? Cause my stomach is still a mess.
And just my luck: Got my period today! Yay for the bloodening I guess? |
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| Did I wait too long? Moments gone.... |
[Jan. 14th, 2010|12:59 am] |
So... not many people have known this: I've been a bundle of stress and blah lately.
I've been somewhat reclusive online. I haven't drawn anything. Just been generally negative about things.
The last week has been especially trying for me. Mostly because apparently my stomach still hates me and the fact that I was laid off. Wonderful.
Cut! ( Read more... )
So yeah. I appologize to anyone who's been randomly confused or offended by my absences. Not that many people ask. That and I just needed to put this somewhere and get it off my chest. =P |
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